No longer do i only feel it in my chest, it goes through my arms making my muscles ache and the palms of my hands clamy. My stomach full of moths.. this infamous void is eating me alive..
I don't know where to turn or who to turn to..
Afraid to trust anyone, but afraid to have no one. Constantly contradicting myself.
I  lash out/reach out/shut out everyone around me.
i hope this is temporary..


Inspire me,
                     
                     before I rip myself to shreads

this is crap.