THANK YOU

I can feel it working, no longer do i have the urge to be quiet and watch everyone. Today I threw myself  into many social situtions. Mrs. Padilla actually smiled at me today because she was so proud of me for volenteering to go into the socratic seminar infront of the class. I don't think i made much sense considering how scared i was but that's not the point here. I tried. :) Then when cody shows up with kenny, Irwin and Roman i tried to talk the whole time making sure to include everyone in the conversation. Even though irwin was hella quiet I talked to him and i think i can say in confidence that he and i are actually chill now lol and roman even if he likes my mother more than i. She is the source of all my coolness after all ;). I learned alot about people today. If you talk to people like you know them and your polite most of the time they're going to respond and bingo you've made a friend. I don't know why this took me so long to figure out. But we all learn at a different pace. To everyone that helped me get this far and didn't give up on me i'm not fixed but i'm so close..

thank you ,
Mom - my biggest support system
Dr. K- for listening to me cry and rant and kicking off the whole process
Amy- For listening to me rant and bitch about everything every week
Angie- For being there for me and listening to me when i needed it, You are the best friend anyone could ever have.
Rikki- You've taught to speak up, and you've lighten up all situations

and

Kenny- Thank you for teaching me it's okay to trust someone and Treating My family friends and I with Respect, You taught me that there are no reasons to be insecure and hearing you compliment me no matter how much it made me blush and anxious it helped. I love you

I cherish you all.
I couldn't have gotten thus far without all of you

<3