..Please...

..I miss her... I'm starting to forget Her smell..her voice..her warm hugs.. Please don't leave me.. I'm not ready to forget.. I never want to forget.. Never do i want you to be just another memory..

School needs to end! gahhh.. -__-
I'm sick of looking at certain people's faces. Peoples voices are starting to irritate me! What is wrong with me!? Fuck the police!! I finished Running With Scissors after a 2 hour nap. Just like every other book I've read as soon as I put it down i felt empty and stared at the ceiling thinking about how trapped i feel. I came out of my room to get Advil for my newly developed headache..bad idea.. My idiot of a father decided to make jokes i just looked at him like i didn't speak English and sat sat on the couch. Not to long after that my parents left for couples therapy. My mom says the therapist is an idiot and all she can talk about is my dad's sobriety. Apparently my dad thinks that my family takes way to much medication. It's funny because he's the reason we're the way we are. If he only knew how much he hurt us my mom tried to tell him but he said he didn't want to hear it. If i was there i would have let him have it. He needs to hear it. I'm tired of him taking my mother's car.. That's my only escape..the random car rides around town..BFD is this weekend, I'm going with some of my favorite people in the world! :D it's going to be so amazing:D!<3 Warped tour without the drama!