I don't know what's wrong with me today all I've wanted to do is cry. Maybe i need to stop thinking about the past. I need to stop being in certain people's lives completely. I need to clean my room. I NEED to pass English..Why do i feel like the world is on my shoulders..and that my time is running out. I wish i could just feel something else today. I keep replaying this scenario in my head of someone..anyone walking into my room looking at me with understanding eyes and i just look at them and start crying and all they do is lay with me and just hold me while i cry. They don't even have to say anything. I just need to know that there is someone who cares.
Someone please smile. Be happy. Tell someone you love them. Kick a door down. Smoke some pot. I don't care but someone needs to be happy today.