I've noticed lately how bitter I am, And i'm not sorry for it. I haven't found that one person that balances me out, well scratch that, I have found one but we don't see each other often. The way they don't react when I might lash out at them out of panic or frustration. The consistency in their voice it automatically makes me snap back into place. I like getting reactions out of people,I like to think people are predictable.. of which most are. But not them. Never have i not been able to read someone's emotions but with them i can't tell at all. It confuses yet excites me at them same time. It's a huge mystery and when I do get a reaction out of them it feels more satisfying because I really had to work for it. With most people it's easy to get a reaction, but i think that's human's as a whole except for those people who have it so together you just can't tell.