ramble

 I'm going to see paranormal activity with some junior friends from chem. I don't know how well this is going to work out but i hope it does. This way i give everyone breathing room.

my stomach was in knots and i felt like curling into a ball and sleeping until the pain went away. Once i got home i took some meds and fell asleep bundeled up in my jacket with a blanket to top it off. I ended up falling asleep and dreaming things that are to good to be true. The kind of dreams that make you wish you never woke up. I rather have one of my acid dreams, they're more disturbing and even though i wake up sweating and on the verge of tears i rather feel that then waking up to dissapointment. Going back to school for lunch i realized how much i hate kennedy. I'm tired of the same thing every day. I just want out. I want my license so i can just take those long drives to the beach and clear my head. Dissapear for a few days not tell anyone where i'm going just go.

I ended up just sleeping after school till 8:30,
i waste my days away sleeping. Soon i'm going to start riding my bike again. I'll walk to the hub by myself and just sit outside just watching eveyone and thier loved ones. The hub is so full of memories.. my first taste of freedom, love, adventure, summer, winter, New friendships,