I'm not so sure how much longer I can pretend to have anything in control
all i can think about is failing school
all over again.. i remember thier disapointed faces, the tears.
I can't stop thinking about how my body looks, I feel fat in everything i wear
I feel like i need somebody behind me all the time telling me i'm beautiful.
It makes me sick, My nose sticks out like a black sheep.
I'm tired of having to listen and solve my parents problems with each other
it's not my job, but if i didn't you two would tear eachother apart.
fuck you and your selffishness, i can't believe you blamming everything on your wife and kids.
It was your choice to swallow all those pills, grow up for all of us, I hope we do go to family therapy so i can finally say all of this to your face.
My world isn't the same without you and i miss you terribly, Christmas is comming back again and so is thanksgiving.. I don't know how we're going to cope with it this time around.
I miss your smell of carmex and double mint gum.
I love you so much it scares me, You keep me on my toes and drive me crazy. I can't read you and i love it.
I can be at my worst and you still see me as beautiful.I know your to good to be true, if you leave i hope you'll still stick around and atleast be a friend.
Your a pedofile and you need to get ahold of yourself and stop chasing skirts.
Your only making yourself more miserable. I think that every one around you is tired of hearing about it. Always Choose Happiness,

School today was great and so was after  school
little bird is in good hands and i couldn't be happier for her
Noisey is finally with us in highschool
and it looks like this year is off to a great start.
Let this year be full of great times and many pictures.
live it up this is our last year.