"I can't stand living here anymore" she screamed her voice cracking, tears streaming down her face."We're not a family anymore, We haven't been for 12 years!I can't stand living here anymore! It's ridiculous! this isn't a home, or a sanctuary it's a hell hole! "
her father nods his head in agreement " I agree..."
She looks over at her mother silently crying sitting a couch cushion away.
Then she turns to her father and See's his lips start to part.
Her heart starts to race and she braces herself for the worst.
As her parents start to lash out at each other, she starts seeing flashbacks of all the previous fights. Her father breaking things, The screaming,how could she forget about all the screaming..
All she wants to do is run into her bed play music as loud as she can covering her ears singing along to the muffled lyrics pretending like nothing is wrong.
Oh how she wishes she could, but she knows she has to be there.
She txts her boyfriend telling him he can't come over,
when her parents are finally silent her father turns back to her and asks her what she thinks.
She explains all of what her mom said and her views on everything, Her father looks at her and tells her that she's the most levelheaded person in the family.
It's finally over.
Now she's left with built up anxiety with no one there to comfort her.
All she wants to do is run, run as fast as she can away from "home"
She doesn't want anyone to hear her cry.
But she'll wish he'll come to her, So for the first time she can have someone hold her as she crys.
Maybe he'll understand and feel her pain.
When There's a trap set up for you
In every corner of this town
and so you learn the only way to go is underground
When there's a trap set up for you
in every corner of your room
and so you learn the only way to go is through the roof
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