5/17/09

Hello there,

As of right now i'm sitting outside watching my sister water the lawn. It seems like everytime i move somewhere to get some peace and quiet noise and distraction follow. Right now i feel like i'm in a daze. Nothing seems real.
Right now there are a few things on my mind.
1) My dad is trying to make small talk with me. I don't think he's realized that my throat is completley raw and hurts everytime i try to move my vocal cords.
" do you want a get better bear?"
"......" headshake no
"have you talked to your toy?"
"....." headshake no
For those of you that don't know, get better bears are bear shaped lollipops meant to help our throat feel better....they don 't
An by toy he means my boyfriend. I hate it when he calls him that..

2) K,
he's never actually not on my mind. ha

3) There's a ladybug relaxing on a leaf on my cherry blossom tree, I'm debating on whether or not i should catch it....i don't think i will.

4) The air outside would probably feel ten times better if my nose wasn't stuffed.

that's basically all the semi important things,

I should have done this when i woke up this morning...I watched the sunrise, it was my favorite time of day when everything is blueish. I listened to the birds sing to each other and the moon disappear.

I hope tomarrow is a better day,
and i'm terribly sorry if this bored you to tears.

-MakaylaDanielle